March 20,2022
This week has been a doozy. I am exhausted. I am a registered behavior technician from 8-4 on weekdays, and man, did my client put me through a long week. I have had tables, computers, and punches thrown at me all week. Friday, I dealt with maladaptive behaviors for three straight hours.
On top of that, my baby bunny, Benny, got fixed. (Funny story: After I got Ben FROM A BREEDER… we were told he was a boy. We needed him to have a check-up before he was neutered, and the vet said… congratulations. Benny is a girl.) I have mulled over different girl names that start with B, but she is FURever my Benny girl. Anyway, Benny girl has had to be on so much medicine. Mom takes her care very seriously, ensuring that she is not in any pain or discomfort. So far her road to recovery has been great! The absolute love of my life, my cat Tybalt, has had a rough week with his health. He has been in the ER and taken to the vet several times this week. We have been giving him medicine and been monitoring him around the clock. So far, he is doing better, still not himself a hundred percent, but making progress. All I ask is that he’s healthy and comfortable. We are doing everything to give him the best life possible to surround him with love and comfort. Working full time & worrying about my babies, even if they are fur babies, has taken a lot out of me this week.
This week I haven’t had any energy. I posted on my Facebook page, and I asked for prayers. I didn’t even go into details of why. The number of calls, texts, DMs, and hugs I received was overwhelming. It was one of the most humbling experiences I’ve ever had. My best friend Bri even surprised me with coffee, flowers, and a beautiful card at work the next day. (Yes, I have a best friend named Bri, but I spell it better. Ha-ha). It took a lot out of me to post that I needed prayers, which made me think …it is a shame that asking for help or empathy from people can be difficult. I was worried I would look weak, attention-seeking, or that I was being too negative. Don’t be afraid to ask for help or tell people that you’re not okay. The people who love you know your heart and intentions, even through the text of a Facebook post. Be cognizant when you ask for things but don’t be in your own way. Especially if you need encouragement, reassurance, or words of affirmation. I got so much love through this post. It’s the best feeling to know that you are surrounded by genuine love and compassion.
Know that you are worthy of the love and compassion you give. All you must do is ask.
